God has been teaching me lately about trusting Him. We are buying a business right now and with the economy doing what it's doing, I can't help but worry sometimes about what's going to happen. Now it seems that God has decided to extend that lesson. We just found out that one of my aunts has been diagnosed with cancer. It is such a shock - I didn't even know she was sick until a week ago. It seems like we just went through this. Conrad's aunt was diagnosed with cancer and as a result, passed away just over a year ago. Now it appears that we might be going through it all again. God, what are you doing? What is going on? My heart is so heavy right now.